It’s been five and a half years since Michelle went to heaven. David is four and a half now—the same age Michelle was when she left us.  We can truly testify that God heals and that there is  life after loss. It’s a journey… a lifelong journey—one of faith and trust. Our home is now full of laughter and adventure again. Of course, we still face our share of challenges, just like any other healthy, normal family. But today, I want to share something from my journey that might

Three and a half years after Michelle went to heaven …. Lots of things happened …. …. God gave us a son - David, he filled our lives with lots of joy; my father unexpectedly went to heaven … Russia attacked Ukraine; it is so painful to watch your people suffer so much…. Life is full of curve balls, but God is faithful and full of Grace. He is always with us. We all go through seasons of pain and confusion; we don`t understand why this is happening to us. But probably, this

On the 4th of May 2020, I had a chat with God ...it went something like this. - So, Daddy, am I now a woman who lost her child? It...

A few weeks later God told me that I have to reach out for help to somebody who walked the same road and got healed. A friend of mine...

It happened in the middle of strict lockdown, all of us had to stay at home. Kids had to be entertained and homeschooled. All of us at...

So from that day, I developed a new routine: every morning I would grab a cup of coffee, my Bible, a pencil and go to the terrace where I...

The first three weeks I couldn't read the Bible but the Bible which was inside of me was ministering to me. Every time when I needed...

The next day after the memorial service we woke up and the Lord did renew His mercy, Dirk and I just looked at each other and...

The beauty of the Body of Christ was so visible on that day … people, whom we hardly knew took care about everything: all...

It was a very tough emotional day, we had to buy our clothes for the Memorial Service. Michelle's favourite colour was yellow, so we...

The news about us spread like a wildfire. The same day (8th of March) our friends created a WhatsApp group for us, more than 100 people...

On the same day (8th of March), God gave me a very strict command – to put strong boundaries (emotionally and physically) around my heart...

The same evening (on the 8th of March) I got a very clear understanding that I have to stick to our normal family routine, so the next...

The next morning (the 9th of March 2020) I woke up with a very heavy heart, it felt like all hell was on my shoulders... - Why did I...

Our defining moment as a couple took place on the 8th of March 2020 in the waiting room in the hospital. When the doctor brought us the...